While teaching sophomore and junior-level Patrick Germann, though a native of Ceres, grew up attending Mass with his family at Sacred Heart in Turlock, he explains that while he has been Catholic his entire life, it was only after he graduated high school that he began to think more seriously about Catholicism. "I am grateful to my parents for continuing to bring me to Mass and encouraging me to ask questions about life, the faith, and what the truth is” Patrick reflects. “They always did the best they could to provide for me and my younger sisters and were the first great witnesses to Christianity in my life”. He credits this intellectual formation as well as the discipline he learned from the family farm providing him the opportunity and experience necessary to eventually earn his bachelor's degree in history and English from CSU Stanislaus.
While teaching sophomore and junior level at Central Valley High in his hometown of Ceres, Patrick recalls asking God specifically, “I have a career, Lord, but what is my vocation?” "It was a period in my life that Jesus spent working on my heart,” he reflects. “Jesus was showing me that as an educator I was doing a lot of good, but that he was calling me to more–not to something totally unknown, but from good to best!”
To those discerning a vocation to the priesthood, he says, "God, who is love, who has formed you and knew you before time began has made you for something. Jesus, risen from the dead, was calling you before you even started asking. You may not always feel certain in every moment what your answer to the call is, but 'seek first the kingdom of God and his righteousness, and everything else will be given to you as a matter of course' (Matthew 6:33)".
Joshua Lesan says that his love for Jesus and his growing relationship with Him is what made him want to become a seminarian. "I felt the invitation to pursue priesthood in the seminary. I want to respond out of love to this generous call," says Joshua. He is a graduate of California State University, Stanislaus where he studied psychology. Joshua is now in Theology II, which is his fourth year at St. Patrick’s Seminary. He says that prioritizing his relationship with God and being open to what God wants for his life are the keys to his discernment. "Your primary call is to know, love, and serve God. He will reveal his secondary vocation to you in due time," says Lesan. "He wants you to trust Him. Give Him the opportunity and an open heart to do so.”
Joshua advises those considering the priesthood as their vocation to be attentive to the Lord in prayer and ask Him what He wants you to do, not what you want to do. Once you can surrender your life to Him and be at peace, that’s when you know you are headed in the right direction. Stay close to Mother Mary and pray your Rosary everyday; Our Lady will lead you down the right path. Remember, the seminary is a place to further discern your vocation; just because one goes to the seminary, does not mean one will become a priest. “Do not conform yourself to this age...that you may discern the will of God” (Romans 12:2). Thank you for your prayers and support.
Jacob Harker is a native of Modesto, California. He grew up attending St. Joseph's Catholic Church, where he received all of his sacraments. Early on in his faith journey Jacob was faced with a dilemma: he wanted to be a dad, and a soldier, and a priest. Fortunately, his little mind figured out pretty quickly that he could still have all three jobs by being a priest (spiritual father, warrior for the faith, and priest of God). Ever since this time Jacob has been seriously discerning diocesan priesthood. Jacob is currently in the Propaedeutic stage (first year) at Mount Angel Seminary in Oregon.
For those who are discerning, Jacob offers this practical advice: "You won't have the whole picture of your life at the beginning. I don't have the whole picture of my life either. God reveals Himself to you as you take steps, either affirming or negating your direction. If you think that you are called to priesthood, start moving in that direction. The two best ways to do this are altar serving and contact with the vocations director."
Jacob is grateful to the Diocese of Stockton and in particular to the Bishop of Stockton for sponsoring him on his discernment journey in the seminary. He gives thanks to God for his loving family and the strong support of his community.